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Ahh hello everyone! I hope you're all doing well! My deviantart is as dead as last time I got here lmao I never update or come here please forgive me;;

I honestly just kinda need to rant a bit about school and like friendship and all that jazz;; This is gonna be really fuckin cheesy and if you've already graduated I'm sure you'll think I'm being a huge baby and I'll admit that I am haha

Today I graduated from elementary school (I'm 15 years old I'll turn 16 by August idk man every school system is different) and my mood swings are terrible, hahaha. I didn't cry at the graduation but I've been crying my eyes out every now and then since I got home, at the same time I'm feeling happy and relieved.
I'm gonna miss everyone so much, you know? Today I've spent ten years with most of the people in my (former) class, and I still remember the very first day of school when we all sat in a circle glancing at each other shyly but mainly staring at the floor quietly, the teacher asking us to speak our names one by one. We've all become such good friends and now I guess it's time to go separate ways. We're all gonna go to different schools or different classes, move to different cities and so on.
I'll never be able to chuckle to myself on my way to school knowing that I'll get to see everyone smiling and to have a good time with the gang all together, even if I'm probably gonna make new friends it's never gonna be the same, I don't want to leave the ones I've already got omg fuck everything;;;
I was about to start crying when I hugged one of my best friends Simon today but I managed to hold back, haha. I really didn't think I'd cry this much about him or the others. We're still gonna see each other of course, this summer we're gonna play laser tag together like we did on our class trip last week and go to the beach and stuff but hhhhh you know what I mean it's never ever gonna be the same I'm being such a child;;; I love them all so very much.

Also at the same time that I really don't want to, I look forward to starting high school (gymnasiet in Sweden). I chose socialistics or whatever you call it in English as my main studies. I was gonna choose media and arts, but I changed my mind. Even if I think that animation, concept and art is what I'd like to work with when I grow up and it's something that I really love, I will not choose it as my main focus in school just yet but to continue learning and developing in my spare time and perhaps take separate classes.
I will keep doing what I enjoy most and I hope you will choose to do so as well, no matter what people say. Do what makes you happy, because it's your life, your time, your dreams.
Also speaking of school - I will go to the same school as most of my friends even if we're in different classes, so at least I'll get to see them walk by or something, as much as that is good enough for me.

Now I'll go back to crying and I hope that you'll all have an absolutely wonderful summer.
Good luck in the future, follow and fight for dreams no matter what. Cherish the friends and loved ones you've got and keep in touch!! You are so loved and I believe in you. Best of wishes to all of you!!  :star: :heart:
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Matt and Kim
  • Drinking: my fucking tears


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Hello and thank you for visiting my page! I'm mostly known as xShujin and this is where I post most of my drawings and so on aside of tumblr!
I am a fifteen year old girl and cat owner from Sweden who enjoys drawing and music among other interests. I'm really in love with story making, animation, art and character development and design!
I do mostly digital art, but traditional from time to time as well. I use Wacom's "Fun Pen&Touch Medium" along with PaintTool SAI and Picasa3 for eventual final effects.
My actual name is Sofie, I'm pretty laid back and friendly, haha. I try to keep a positive attitude towards stuff to better be able to see and enjoy the good things in life. I really like food and oh man imagine some food right now wheeze;;;
Notes, talk, requests and art trades and stuff are always welcome even though no one cares lol but I love you all! Thanks for stopping by and have a wonderful day everyone!:star:

I speak Swedish and English fluently, I'm studying Japanese and French and I know a tiny bit of Spanish, so those are the languages you could try communicating with me in, haha.
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Skype: xShujin (Sweden)

My username is xShujin.

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iFell-intoTheSky Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
do you take requests? X)
GriellaAnime Featured By Owner May 3, 2015
I like your art and drawing style, it's a nice drawing style Cry forever 
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Reinneko Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015
Thank you so much for the llama! ^^
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Neonwolf1998 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Hobbyist
Thanks for the llama :)
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The-Last-Phantom Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the Llama!!!

Lewis-Mystery Skulls [Free Icon]
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Mimi--Chann Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hey, make requests? .w.
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landra15 Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the badge^^
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xXCrimsonWolfieXx Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015  Student General Artist
You're welcome! You have a noyce day too! C:
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hikikomochi Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the watch!
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8kittiesmommy Featured By Owner Edited Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the llama :D
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gentleEvan Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015
Some lovely art you made.
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VestaDragon Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Thanks for the Llama!! :giggle:

Love, V.D.
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xxCapnFaithxx Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
Thanks for llama <3
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Emmers29 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the llama!
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AllisonWonderland111 Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
thank you for the llama :)
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